I Miss U Xxxx Unborn Baby

hi baby it,s mammy

HI BABY
MISS YOU LIKE MAD WISH I NEVER GOT RID OF YOU
I STILL ASK MY SELF WHY.
I STILL CRY SOMETIME,S
I NEED TO STAY STRONG FOR UR LIL SISTER
CAN U 4 GIVE ME BABY XXXXX
LOVE FROM UR MAMMY XXX

Sophie Wilson

October 23, 2010

To my two little ones - I am so sorry

When you are young and become pregnant it is a scary thing. No one ever knows how you will react. I had no support from my parents and was terrified by what they would do if they found out about you. At the counseling session before the abortion I was determined to do it, so I put on my tough face. And once I was there the morning of the procedure, I felt I had no choice at that point. Once you are there that morning it would take some sort of act of God, like a meteor hitting the clinic or something to get you to leave. So I stayed and I did the deed. I cried for you.

Your dad's name was David. He didn't want me to have an abortion. When I first met him he made me promise if I ever got pregnant I would never have an abortion, because his ex had had one and he had never gotten over that. I didn't want to do it, but I was young and scared and didn't know what else to do. I will hold on to the thought for the rest of my life that I hurt David who was the most wonderful man I had ever known. I still miss him.

I hope your great-grandma is up there with you and taking care of you and your sister, I am sure the second baby was my other girl. I hope you and great-grandma and the cats who have died are all together in heaven, playing and happy. My little Mandy I love you and miss you and wish I had been stronger and I hope, although my sins are great, that someday I will be allowed into heaven to hold you and your sister and to see my grandma again.

I will never know your smile, never see your face, never help you dress for prom. I don't know for sure, but for some reason I was positive you were my little girl. I hope you were a girl, because I have been calling you "Mandy" from that song by Barry Manilow.

Mandy would be 12.

To my other baby. Your father and I got married and now we have three little boys. You would be 10.

I thought you were a girl too. I want you to know your dad was totally against the abortion. He did not want to lose you and he cried a lot. I did too but this was my decision and I used the, "This is my body, not yours" excuse. I am so sorry I didn't listen to your daddy. I was scared and we didn't have money or anything for a baby. I should have figured a way.

I have named you Laura. Again because of a song.

Think of Laura by Christopher Cross


I love you both my little angels. I am so sorry I did what I did. Someday I hope we can meet again and I can hold you both, Mandy and Laura. Rest well Little Angels.

Carrie Chase

July 22, 2010

Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good

In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still

In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child

In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still

In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then

In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

Caroline Ramshaw

May 11, 2010

hi baby its mam

hi baby sorry i have not been on to say i for got my password so i made a new one hope your ok love you lots and your big sister has 2 teeth !!

Sophie Wilson

March 6, 2010

hi baby

hi baby sorry i have not been on to say hellw hade a lot on my mind with your big sister ! she is ok !!
i wishi cud go back time i wood have kept u. i am sorry for not giveing brith to u xx

love u angel baby
u know u were going to be a boy i wood of called u james i love that name !! byby baby for now

Cant Say Cant Say (Mommy)

December 27, 2009

Love to you

GOODNIGHT SWEETHEART......☆
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Last night at bedtime I looked out
to say goodnight to you ☆
and out the window through the clouds
a star came came shining through☆
It sparkled and it twinkled
like a precious diamond stone
it looked as if it winked at me ☆
and I feel less alone☆
On earth we can see starlight
even if the star has gone
and though you are not with me
your light still does shine on ☆
So though I cannot kiss your face ☆
or tuck you in all tight
I'll look to heaven, see a star
and whisper your goodnight. ☆☆

Lorna Hamill

November 9, 2009

hi baby

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Cant Say Cant Say (Mommy)

November 8, 2009

To The Child I'll Never Know - by Gloria Dianne

How can I say Good Bye
When I never said Hello,
Why does my heart grieve
For the child I'll never know?

You were a part of me
For just a little while.
I grieve because I'll never see
The magic in your smile.

I grieve for all the unsaid words
That you will never say.
I grieve that I will never see
You happily at play.

I grieve for all the lullabies
That will remain unsung.
I grieve because I'll never see
Your face gleaming like the sun.

I grieve because you will never know
The comfort of my touch.
I grieve because you will never know
That you were loved so much.

I grieve for all the tomorrows
That will never be.
I grieve because God chose
To take you back from me.

You live among the Angels now
Your earthly mission done,
You will be so dearly missed
Good-Bye my little one.

X X

Joanne Mum To Alex And Ciara

November 7, 2009

hi its mam

hi baby hope your ok were ever u are now i am sorry it was for the best for you xxx

Cant Say Cant Say (Mommy)

November 7, 2009